Thursday, August 16, 2007


Be silent, or say something better than silence. - Pythagoras

I realised that this blog goes above and beyond not only, coinciding, but completely contradicting the above quote.

But in the outside world, thoughts are silent. But if you are reading this to yourself, and sometimes it seems to shout at you, well...I didnt shout. I thought, silently. You shouted, at yourself.


A good deed is never lost: he who sows courtesy reaps friendship; and he who plants kindness gathers love. - Basil

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I Can't Wait!

Things are finally beginning to settle a little, which means there's going to be lots on it's way. In a way I'm psyched about gettin down and busy. But I'm also shittin scared about the whole thing. My goals are close to being kickstarted into phase 1. I cant wait!

I just need some things to fall into place, and all I can do is wait. I hate waiting...urgh...

Anyways, lots of good things on their way!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

You and I

Hold me in your heart
Touch me in your dreams
When your soul kisses my lips
We become one, and together,
We overcome our deepest fear
-Each Other-

Monday, August 13, 2007


What a week...crazy! Finally completed my last module! WooHoo, it's almost over!! I cant believe it's been a year and a half since I started my journey towards this, and now as I look back, there were so many friendships, so many memories of arguements, and late nights-amazing late nights...and now, with one more hurdle to pass through before we congratulate each other's hard work and cooperation, and then off we are, into our pre-defined paths towards success.

So many plans we made together, about our futures, our plans to take over Russia and rule the world. Can you imagine? Russia...Laughter fills my lungs everytime.

There's so much more, so much more I want to explore, so much more I strive to achieve, and I cant wait!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

For Tough Times

Thank you all for the kind words, but please, do not be worried. I have very much faith in God, and His plans for my life. As for the melancholic words, I believe that happiness should be shared with everyone around you, as it infectious. Unfortunately, my pain and sorrow does also infect the people around me.

I try hard not to subject the people around me to my personal pain and sadness, as much as I can. And I've always done this through writing. So, for friends who worry about my well being and melancholic pieces, please remember the smiley person I usually am.

Writing really makes me feel much better about everything, the piece is sad, but I am not, for the sadness has been taken away from me through words. This is how I survive.

They say that your closest friends and family are the people who get it the worst from you. For they are the only ones allowed to know the real you, not only the masked.

Thank you for your visits to my site, but please, do not submit yourself to the worst of me.


Friday, August 10, 2007


I might be stubborn but at least I have feelings. I am not a heartless beast, who disregards the feelings of the people, especially the people closest to them.

I guess I can understand though, with a newfound interests, there's no time for a silly girls hearts, or feelings, or anything in relative retrospect.

I will hide away, for it will only be for the greater good. Until the dust settles, and an image, more clear, appears.

Coward am I? I guess I am. I will hide away and tears shall speak for themselves, quietly, alone.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I Am Not Afraid!

Dark secrets unveil, I am no longer afraid. Come
what may. I will stand tall, nothing will blow me
away, nothing will wear me out.

I know what I want. I know who I am.

I am not a bystander in my life. You are but a part
of me. You are not me. There is no reason in the
world that I should be afraid.

For I know who I am, and I know what I want.I know
what I have.

I know that all I have to do is pray to God, and keep moving. Keep working, keep achieving and soon things will fall into place. I know that if I think and act with the kindness of my heart, that I will have no fear, no guilt, only happiness.

Good things always happen to good people.