It's Me

I...am tired of my insecurities, why should one give me the sense of insecurity, when everyone strives to take them away.

It's like putting a fire to skin and telling it not to burn.

I dont know what to say, I dont know what to do. I just want to burst out crying. I just wanna scream. But I cant coz I'm the woman, and woman have men that they have to take care of.

Even if they dont know it yet.

Laughter

Had the most amazing night last night. We laughed, alot. It was great. I wonder sometimes why people dont do that more often. Sometimes people dwell so much into issues of everyday, that they dont take the time off to relax, have fun...laugh.

A laugh does so much good in times when life seems so claustrophobic.

All The Small Things...

All the small things, that maketh a man.

A kiss just for her, for nothing in particular.
Holding the door for her.
A hug out of nowhere.
Looking into her eyes.
A smile.
Surprises.
Words, just to remind her that you love her.
To be there to listen.

I think I like to know that there will always be someone to listen to me if I ever need to talk. I might never say a thing to that person, but just to know that should I ever need to, which I probably wont, but just in case, they'll be there. I guess knowing that means so much.

Whereas if you have someone there, that you know will not listen to you, unjudgingly, you'll feel so lonely, even if the person is with you everyday.

memories

Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty cool (and funny) to see the responses. Repost as "memories."

My Life

1984 - Birth
1985 - 1986 - Perak
1987-1989 - Papua New Guinea
1990-1996 - Az, USA
1996-1997 - HK
1997-1999 - Wangsa Maju - UIS
1999-2001 - Wangsa Maju - TARC
2001-2004 - Cheras - UCSI
2005-2007 - Shah Alam - CTSB-SA

Travel 07

May 07- Assignment Due
May07 - Dwn Chn From Germany
June 07 - Bangkok, Thailand
July 07 - Langkawi, Malaysia
August/September 07 - mingming is comin' to town!

The Awe Of It All

Sometimes in the awe of it all, we feel blissful, yet empty.
Everything is great, couldnt be better. Yet, there's something missing.

It's not something you need, but it's something you'd really like to have.

Probably the smallest smile, perhaps the slightest sign. It's those little things that mean so so much.

*sigh*

Look at this stuff, Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has ev'rything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Lookin' around here you'd think
(Sure) she's got everything

I've got gadgets and gizmos aplenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
(You want thingamabobs?I got twenty)
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more...

(Part of Your World)


I want more...!

Hey...

This man of yours must be one hell of a kind, to sweep this amazing angel off her feet.. he's a damn luck dude too.. i wish i could meet u again though.. maybe if he's around i could meet him in person and shake his hand and say "well done".. haha.. mine has been up and down the hill lately, trying the long distance relationship.. despite all this talk the botttom line is i miss you Ez. and i wish things are different.. anyway nobody knows wat the future holds.. when i'm around i'll surely give you a call.

oa