Always and Forever

A promise for always and forever. And so did it change the way your heart loves? Did it erase our fears and heartbreak? We rolled on a coat of paint and all the mess is covered. Sometimes it chews thru the tint. We stare at it with awe. Our blemishes will never fade. Our love will never change. It will be, always and forever. All the promises we never made, the hurt we thrust away, they will always be there. Under the color they call art. It's not over, the traces of our scent will linger. One day, we will be together, our hearts promised stronger than our words ever did.

Forever And Again

If ever there were a time to believe, the time would be now. Never has there been a better time.

Sometimes life forces you to determine the truth from those things we thought to have been true.

Some things that could never be, never turn around and be what we wanted them to be.

But how can happiness, how can everything emit from a singular source? It cannot. How can a person's life be fulfilled with a singular point of happiness? It can't.

To live, we must be able to accept that things that make us happy are abundant, and engulfing.

We can have whatever we want. We can do what ever we want to do, we can love each other with the whole of hearts. What we cannot do, is be unfair.

When we know this, we find what people really wanted, how selfish we can be in the depth of love, and in the thought of friendship.

We make into ourselves what we ought not be. We punish ourselves in thinking that we are unable to accept or deal with the circumstances.We mould others to fit into our thoughts, to justify what we cannot accept.We need to appreciate what we have and what we could have, if only we were not so selfish.

There are only a few rules in this life.

Love with the whole of your heart, always and forever.

Find out what exactly it is that you want, and live and dream and breathe it, until you are happy.

Black Dog

The pace, so much depended on it, such conviction, such strength.
Calls resound, through the coldness. wooded world…wanting.
The distance is nearer, the padded steps are heard in their canter.
His chest burns.
Such hinder the path, is there no end.
Quickening, as they close……tired, hollow………….spent.
Their breaths upon me now, the snarls at the shoulder.
What can be done against so much sincerity.
To do against the intent, so wilful, so purposeful……destructive.
He drops his necessities, the warmth, the memories, can it, is it possible to push a last.
They upon him now, the whiteness of calcium rips at the flesh.
No more can he run, his legs failing him to the beasts for their devouring.
He yields
KG

Knowledge

I knew one day I'd have to bear the the truth I knew you'd voice. I gave you no reason to stay, no hope to hold. It flickers you know, the hope I held so close, so masked, so drowned. But now I know, there is a light, still there in my heart. Because of how it burned my blood, and bore a weight that would not lift. I learn of hate. Of you? Of me? Of it perhaps. I try to run, and bury it all, paint it, but it slithers its way back. And now more than ever, I wish it was never there.  How do I surpass this? How can I overlook it? I'm sorry.

Matters

Theres a silence staring at the ceiling. Lights gone dim. 

Was there an awkwardness, or did it just not feel the same.

Did we imagine our love away? 

We knew this would happen. A figment of an imagination that surpassed reality. 

An exhalation and finally, a realization, and then it's all okay.

Nothing really matters in the end. So everything in the interim, the love, the pain, the fake smiles and laughs. 

Nothing really matters.