I'm done being disappointed.
There's more to life than waiting and anticipating things that may never be.
I have expectations and I'm not ready to change those expectations because you cannot meet them. Just admit that you can't do it, and walk away.
"As of this moment I dont think there will ever come a day when I will say, that i want and need to be without you, you make me wanna give my all." Ta
I've given my all, I really have, what more do you want me to do? There's nothing more that I could possibly do, to fix or change the way things are.
It's hanging on a thread, and you know it. Does it matter enough to you to do something about it?
Please, ask yourself.