To You

You say that you're my friend. But you're not.You say that you are here for me. But you're not.
You say that you care for me but you dont! I'm sorry that I believed you. I'm sorry to you and I am sorry to myself that I believed it. I dont need it. I dont want it anymore. A burden it shall always be to anyone who dares to call me a friend. I will cry. And I will cry and cry and cry, until the anger swells in my eyes.
Until my heart is no longer weary. And then I will be strong. And when I smile at you, know, that you did nothing, and when I call you a friend, you can try to remember when you were there for me, but you never will - because you weren't.