Kenangan Terindah

Kenangan Terindah
(The Most Beautiful Memory)

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
(I am weak without you)
Aku yang rentan karena
(I have become vulnerable because)
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
(The love that was lost from you)
Yang mampu menyanjungku
(Could have lifted me)

Selama mata terbuka
(As long as eyes are open)
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
(Until the heart stops beating)
Selama itu pun
(For as long as that)
Aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
(I try to make you happy)

Darimu...
(From you)

Kutemukan hidupku
(I 've found my life)

Bagiku...
(To me)

Kau lah cinta sejati
(You are my one true love)

CHORUS:

Bila yang tertulis untukku
(When what was written for me)
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
(Becomes the best for you)
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
(Then I'll remember you as)
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
(My life's sweetest memory)

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
(It's not easy for me)
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
(To leave those footsteps in my life)
Yang tlah terukir abadi
(They were engraved permanently)
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
(As the most beautiful memories in my life)

~Samsons~

Translation

Lost

So many thoughts as the rain pours heavily outside my window. The breeze is heavy, and holds many secrets.

I wonder to the walls. I wonder of the truth, of the true story behind the people we love most.
What is within, what runs through the mind in the early hours of the morning, in the heat of the afternoon. In moonlit veranda of the sea?

What goes on?

Are hearts ever synchronised? Is there ever a consummation?

I believe that I should move on. To find myself, the one that I momentarily lost to something I thought meant the world to me. Now, means nothing.

As I look deeper and deeper into it, I find nothing. I find that there is nothing there.

I have to look away, just for while, I need to find my path again. It has been lost.

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm

~A.Lavigne~

While I Was Away

I talked to zt today, didnt realise how much better I would feel just talking openly to someone that I trust. I dont know why, she just seemed to know and listen and understand.

*sigh*

But I guess we all have our lives to live.

Well, I dont have much to say, alot of things happened, alot of people have been wrecklessly busting my phone with calls.

Acquaintances, friends getting married, guys I once dated, people I thought were friends who then turned into people who wanted more than friends, who proceeded to suddenly not be friends anymore just becuase they cant be more than that.

I dont know why, maybe it's the season.

There's like a season, where everyone who broke up in the beginning and middle of the year, and have just started getting back into the dating scene. And where guys just start to look back into their little black books.

Apparently, my number is in alot of people's little black books, and I'm not trying to boast or anything like that because belieeeve me! You dont want 3-4 year ago dates to call you again.

They call you and think that they can just pick up where they left off, thinking that just because I picked up the call, and wasnt rude, that I am the same person that I was back then- wrong!

There's a reason that we stopped talking to each other, there's a reason that it didnt really work out before, and I'll be damned that it should work now.
But there was one old friend, we got chatting online and decided to have a harmless dinner, just like the olden days. It was amazing how relaxed I felt. It's not like there was fireworks or anything like that. We use to be good friends, really good friends, we'd talk about everything under the sun, even about guys I was dating, classes, basketball, love, hate, dreams, everything. Unfortunately, when you talk to men about love and life, the word friends doesnt last that long, and in the olden days, it became that he wanted more, and I didnt feel the same way. And it was a horrible thing.

BUt now it's good between us. I've found a friend again. I'm just afraid that we'll tell each other all of our secrets, and then he'll want to be more than friends again, and then abandon me, again. Not in the romantic lovey dovey way, but in a sort of loyal friendship kind of way. But I get it, boys and girls can never be friends. It's just physically and mentally impossible.

It's either one person starts having romantic feelings for the other and never says a word about it, and continues being the friend. Or, one party speaks up, and the whole scenario is destroyed.

Anyways I dont think this finding an old friend thing is going to last long, but it's okay if it doesnt, at least I had a moment that brought me back memories.

One Year and Countng

Another Night Another Dream

ooh.. ooh..

Another night another dream but always you
It's like a vision of love that seems to be true
Another night another dream but always you
In the night I dream of love so true

Just another night, another vision of love
You feel love you feel pain
cause nothing will be the same
Just another night is all that it takes
to understand the difference between lovers and fakes

So baby, I talk talk, I talk to you
In the night, in your dream of love so true
Baby, I talk talk, I talk to you
In the night, in your dream of love so true

In the night, in my dreams I'm in love with you
'cause you talk to me like lovers do
I feel dark, I feel pain 'cause it's still the same
When the night is gone I'll be alone

Another night another dream but always you
It's like a vision of love that seems to be true
Another night another dream but always you
In the night I dream of love so true

Just another night, another dream, another vision
of love with me, I'm here to set you free
I am your lover, your brother
hey sister let me cover
your body with my love is with my love and just another
vision of love that seems to be true
and we'll do all the things that only lovers do
a vision of love of love that seems to be true
and we'll do all the things that only lovers do

In the night, in my dreams I'm in love with you
'cause you talk to me like lovers do
I feel dark, I feel pain 'cause it's still the same
When the night is gone I'll be alone

Another night another dream but always you
It's like a vision of love that seems to be true
Another night another dream but always you
In the night I dream of love so true

I talk talk, I talk to you
In the night, in your dream of love so true
I talk talk, I talk to you
In the night, in your dream of love so true

In the night, in my dreams I'm in love with you
'cause you talk to me like lovers do
I feel dark, I feel pain 'cause it's still the same
When the night is gone I'll be alone

Another night another dream but always you
It's like a vision of love that seems to be true
Another night another dream but always you
In the night I dream of love so true

~La Bouche~